Colours of Life...

I puff in a corner of a dark room,

Looking outside that huge window,

Thinking to banish the never-ending gloom,

To change from a pitch black to yellow.

The dark grey clouds are drifting overhead,

I eagerly await that final rain,

A lightening of hope strikes instead,

Bringing me out of the everlasting pain.

Extending my hand to feel the pearl drops,

I wish the pelting never stops.

I’m lost in its split-splashing falling sound,

And the smell of muddy-browned wet ground.

The tree of thoughts turns a jade green,

Bringing back the memory of my early teens,

Where worrying was not my cup of tea,

And life was always a bright yellow for me.

Times then and times now,

There’s so much change I see somehow.

From dark purple to its lighter tint,

Feelings of nostalgia on a monotint.

So what if things are not my way,

I’ll make it better come what may!

With this positive hope I look at today,

And put a halt to the thoughts of yesterday.

You & Me

Still hovering between right and wrong,

I’ve been confused all along,

The feelings are still so strong,

But I know I won’t be able to carry on for long.

There will come that one fine day,

When I will have to at last convey,

That I’m going no where away,

And that I’m here to always stay.

I’m looking for a way out,

And deciding on how to go about,

My mind’s on a scout,

And it’s turning me into a lout.

But I’d like you to trust me,

Take it as a genuine plea,

That it’s only going to be you and me,

And that I will always love thee.

It's not the end...

It seemed like eternity,
I'd lost touch completely.

I walked down the road so lonely,
Lost in my world so empty.

Then came a day so lucky,
The day I'd met you in a hurry.

It was me who was running against the time,
When your voice came along no less than a chime.

There was something about the way you spoke,
It made me smile, it made me choke.

I could see the passion in your beautiful eyes,
I knew we'd together touch the skies.

It was there when it all had started,
But I had to keep mum and remain fainthearted.

The days we spent together were a pleasure,
It was a time that is no less than a treasure.

But I'd had no clue,
And the time just flew.
Giving me a very less time to be with you.

Tonight I'm thinking about you my friend,
Hoping that this journey continues till the end.

Making a promise for the sake of the time spent,

This friendship with me you will never repent.

DAY-DREAMS

A day so bright and cold,

The sun shone to a warm gold.

I wanted to be under the quilt's fold,

But the alarm went on to run in bold.

I woke up from a dream so old,

Saw your eyes and the story they told.

Wish I could get lost in that wold,

Alongside the river bed as we strolled.

May be it was the last night's witness,

It made me smile out of wistfullness.

Still under the spell of your thoughts,

I forgot about the time I had caught.

A quick shower had worked wonders,

Out I was from the far yonder.

I jumped on the back-seat of the cab,

Sat by the window to keep the outside-view on tab.

The radio played your favorite song,

It made me hum it out along.

Came back the memories of that year,

When you and me were quite so near.

The thought of you again had brought a smile,

But there were no regrets, not even for a while.

I then realised it was just the last night's witness,

That had brought the smile out of wistfullness.

I wonder...

It makes me wonder what I exactly do,
To be blamed always and shunned with a boo.

Is it because I'm being careful,
or is it because you think I'm fearful.

Is it because I'm taking things lightly,
or is it because you think I'm not worthy.

To me you are a miracle that happens to a few,
It made me jump when you came out of the blue.

I never want you to go away,
As things had been their perfect way.

But if you wish to take a step back,
Then there's no point left in calling you back.

STRANGE

It's strange to see you always around,
And strange to see you ignore my sound.

It's strange to see you part ways,
And even strange to see you laugh always.

It was a strange day when I had seen you coming my way,
And again a strange day when I see you moving away.

I don't know what the reason might be,
But one thing for sure I know is that we definitely were not meant to be.

I was being stupid enough to see things as perfect,
But I never knew I myself was on a stand of reject.

This is me now saying a final goodbye,
And wish that we never even come across as passers-by.